December writing?

[avrelia]

Is it really THE MIDDLE OF DECEMBER? I am not ready. I never am. My writing mood only strikes me when I am away from the computer, and I hate writing on cell phone, so I don't. I do love writing in my notebooks. And generally love notebooks, but you will never see what I write there. I see people writing pages and pages of text every day for years and I am madly envious. I can't even manage a paragraph occasionally. Even on topic I care about.

To be honest, the more I care about a topic, the less I write about it. I feel rather dumb these days, dumb in the most literal sense. The world is going into strange places and I want to scream, but cannot make a sound.

I can write about topics I care less though. but I feel - is anyone reading about those?

If you do want to read something I might say, please leave me a topic and a day when to post something about it.