There is so much to think that I cannot think of anything in particular

I envy people who write coherent thoughts just after seeing the episode. I have to think, to read, then to think some more, and then everything already said – much better than I ever could. Here is a drawback of an unorganized thought. I have the first impressions, of course, but I never trust them enough, plus reading different analyses gives me unusual perspectives, and more food for thought, and I always miss something, that I would want to include – yet it is harder and harder to write about the episode as the time passes. I suspect that I have a slower rhythm of living that the world outside me – and I am always late, which is frustrating. I think, I survive. On to the story.

( Origin, AtS 5.18 )