Here we just tend to sit and stare at people's knees.


Really? But it is so boring! I've never felt bad about having to spend lots of time going somewhere on the subway - I could just read - and wouldn't notice the time.

Plans are hard to come by, and still harder to carry out.
Thanks, I figured out I need some direction to move, some long-term idea I can focuse on, because, as hard as trying to make plan work, in my situation I need something to hold on to.