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[avrelia]

I noticed that I haven't been commenting much recently. Which is not to say I wasn't reading, or that I wasn't enjoying reading my flist. It just - how many times can I write "wow", or "dies laughing", or "hugs" without feeling stupid? And recently I had no idea what to write in comments. So I didn't write anything. I have cool, smart, and witty people on my flist, and they write cool, smart, and witty things in their entries. And I think: "Cool!" and then "Hee!", and then again "Cool!" But, honestly, to write "Cool!" twenty times a day? No way.

All said above doesn't prevent me from sulking when I am not getting comments in my LJ. I can try to stay calm about it, and explain myself that people had better things to do, and they may have the same problems I do, or may be, different problems, and who said I write anything worth attention, and I am not here to get attention, anyway...

Who am I kidding? I love attention. I love to be flattered, pampered, and told that I rule the Universe. That is not the point.

And by now I totally forgot if I had any point at all. Feel free to skip this post. I love you all anyway.

Comments

[onetwomany.livejournal.com]

I'm being quieter at the moment as well. Not sure why ... I'm definitely reading as much, but I'm suffering from the same kinds of intelligent response deprivation syndrome that you are. But I loved, loved, loved reading your latest posts about Moscow and looking at the pictures - fascinating stuff :)

[avrelia.livejournal.com]

Great!

I suppose, my Moscow posts were what promted sulking - even if I know it is unfair to my friends, but I spent too much time writing them, and I wanted to know if I should write the next ones - that is if anybody is interested. But I will, and I am naming the next album right now.